when we

i feel fragile.
i think that is the simplest way to put it. but really, its much more intricate than that. so many emotions are coursing through my system, the good and the bad, some strange, some familiar.

its so hard to learn how to trust again when all your walls have been broken down. i don't necessarily mean telling someone your deepest secrets&desires; i mean investing your emotions within someone without fear, taking a chance, and giving your "self" away. i want to trust so so much. and i thought i was getting there, but events of last night made me take a step back. and now i am scared all over again.

i wish i could let you in so you could understand this. you are the only thing that is making sense to me right now. i know what i feel, and its compelling, and crazy, and it needs to be set free.
when i am with you, everything else in this silly world seems to slip away.
when we talk, i am inspired, and i want to know more, as much as i can.
when we run outside in the freezing cold just to "feel", my pulse quickens, because its you.

as it goes, we are living in a world of fools. breaking us down.
breathe, and resist.

when we kiss, it's all worth it.